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I don't want to have to build this,
I don't want to have to fit in,
I don't want to have to need someone,
but I do..

I don't want to have to attract boys,
I don't want to have to be here,
I don't want to have to eat to fill a hole,
but I do..

But it's better than nothing at all.

I don't want to have to be angry at you,
I don't want to have to blame it on you,
I don't want to have to feel sick around you,
but I do..

I don't want to ever fall in love,
I don't want to feel so insecure,
I don't want to have to write this to explain,
Still I do.

This feels better than nothing at all.

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