once upon a time there was this girl named Regina. there was this other girl 2 named; Ursela.
The were bestfriend. NOBODY could stand in there way. And if u even tried 2 get in there way the just gave u ''THE LOOK'' & u would shit urself.
Ursela loved Regina sooo goddamn much..
but then one day.. ; No more Regina.
Ursela felt heartbroken..
she needed somebody..thats when she met Prince Charming..she could stop talking about Regina..she kept tellin him ( wich she still does) how much she misses him..how pretty she was ( & even more ever day) how much she wanted her back.
Ursela cried herself in 2 sleep for months! & she still does..
NOBODY can discribe my feelings for that girl.
NOBODY will ever take her place! even if it looks like it.; there will always b a saved stop 4 u in my heart. the doar of my heart is open..
So Regina if ur reading this..U can come anytime u want..
i lost u once. & if u walk away from me now i'm gonna lose u twice...
i barely survived the last time..can i imagine how this time is gonna go..?
Dont ever dare 2 think that i forgot about u ! cause i haved! and i NEVER will !
wait one minute,, Ursela is crying..

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she is the girl i want to spend the rest of my life with. The girlf that im gonna live with when im 20. Go out with her every Saturday, put on ur hooker heels! look likse sluts just doin our thing ! Paint our house white & black & decorate with red ! i know u r wondering why i haven't showed that..
well,, its becuase everytime im trying 2 get close with u like back then im afraid..afraid 2 be ur (official)bestfriend again and then lose u again.
the fear of losing u hurst carey.
i love u,u have faith in me.
u know whats funny everytime i stop typing but i just cant shut up about how much i miss u.
i love u. c u 2morrow. love Ursela