Tell me how to feel
Show me what is real
I tried to back away but everwhere's the same
And in this over-conscious world all I want to do is dream
I don't know what you held on to
To get this far but I need some too
Because I'm slipping from existence
And there's just no resistence
To stop this all from happening

Today the pain
It got so bad I had to scream

I'm cutting myself
Because I cannot face
The world around me
Is nothing
I'm cutting myself
Because there's no way out
Dispersing what I feel
So I feel nothing

I don't know what to do
To be as numb as you
I must be doing something wrong to always feel this down
With an overwhelming urge to shout at those around
I tried to reach out to the past
But the lesson learned was to not look back
The memories will just confuse
An overwhelmed and frightened youth

I've learned to accept it
I know that that's pathetic
I can't explain to to others
I know that they'll reject it

Today the pain
It got so bad I had to scream

Today the pain
It felt so bad I had to scream

I'm cutting myself
Because I cannot face
The world around me
Is nothing
I'm cutting up myself
Because there's no way out
Dispersing what I feel
So I feel nothing

afraid lost and broken!
feared, live and death
not seperated!cant be forgivven.
it can never be!
just like your threath.

if you fear me.
if you don't!
you,your friends.
fight me,

kill me,
if nesecery!
scare me!
but rememer!

you take a live.
and will to life!
i will never forget,
never forgive!

the biggest mistake you'll ever make.
you and your friends.
have to think about the consequenses!
and the reason, Why!

mensen, de foto's van wicked zal ik er een deze dagen op zetten toen ik defoto's op mijn computer wou zetten flipte de pc helemaal!
sorry dat t zo lang duurt