Well, I am completely devestated...
Yesterday something unexpectedly came up financially....
So I am not going to be able to go to Finland
I even cried when it was final that I really could not go...
First worse thing is that the fact if I had not been so dumb and booked my flights right away, when Sonic did I would have been able to go, so it al my own stupid fault

Second is that I really think it sux I am not gonna go





and will not see everybody over there...

Third is that one of my friends so has to go all alone now on the plane
John cheered me a bit up with that we will be going again and next time I am SO GONNA BE THERE!!!! and that I also have Hardhouse Academy to look forward to the 23 and Naomi was so very very very very sweet to me

( thanx babe!

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Well, anyways, still in the proces of trying to accept the fact that I'm not gonna go....
You guys all have so much fun and dance for me also and give everybody I know a

and

from me
And Naomi I will keep you to your promise to take lots and lots and lots of photographs
*is gonna cry in a corner of the room again

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