"My Guardian"
Nobody said it was easy,
To pick up my life and move forward,
After you left,
It felt like I was dieing,
That time I would given anything to bring you back,
I would have given my one life,
But now I understand I have to move on,
I just still want to say goodbye,
My buddy,
My soulmate,
My dear uncle,
But most of all you where like a dad for me,
The one I could trust,
The one I could tell anything to,
I was scared,
I needed someone I could trust like I trusted you,
But I couldn't found,
It felt like I was the only girl on this planet,
Like no one els exist in this world,
But now I found my new friends,
I wish I could let you meet them,
Even after five years,
There's still a hole in my heart,
And finaly it feels like someone is gona heal it,
I know you'll will always be there for me when I need you,
I cant touch you,
But you will be there,
Like a gardian angel,
I will see you again someday!
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"Watching over me"
flying like an angel
dreaming about things
that will happen soon
beautiful memories
but what will come
will be the most beautiful thing ever happened
I'm going with the wind
walking on the beach
writing a poem
'on the same time
I'll dreamed about all the things we did together
and I realize I will never forget
everything, we did together or just when we were together
I will never forget
that whatever I choice or do
you will be there
"you will always watch over me"
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This is what I love
And can’t stop loving
Get wasted at party’s from 9 till 7 in the morning
I live for the music
Rolling blunts, feeling high, getting loaded
Or take some pills and go to LALA land
Spending all my money on dope and extreme high price tickets
But in the end it’s all worth it
I’d liked to live in my own world
Fuck regular live, fucking 9 to 5 jobs
I’m told to enjoy every moment, every hour, every minute
That’s what I do Friday’s and Saturday’s
Why should I take life so seriously?
I just want to do what I like to do
Being far from reality, because I can’t stand society
It’s my own world; I just want to hear the music
I think the whole system fucking sucks
Everybody is working there fucking ass off during the week
Getting totally fucking stressed out
So what’s wrong and what’s right
I live for the weekends
I live for Hard Styles
I live for Hard Style BABY….
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I feel so alone,
in the shadow of the moon,
I wish we where together again,
after all what happen to us,
I know you are not my Dad,
but in my heart you are,
I will never forget that day
21'11'2005
you always have a place in my heart,
'cause you give me a reason to hold on to this world,
it's not fear that I lost you,
time is stolen from us,
i wish I could bring that time back.
what ever you choice,
what ever you do,
I will always stand by your side.
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I'll be your dream,
I'll be your wish,
I'll be your fantasy,
I'll be your hope,
I'll be your love,
be everything that you need,
I love you more with every breath,
truly madly deeply do.
I will be strong,
I will be faithfull,
'cause I'm counting on
a new beginning, a reason for living,
a deeper meaning, yeahhh
I wanna stand with you on a mountain,
I wanna bathe with you in the sea,
I wanna lay like this forever,
untill the sky falls down on me.
And when the stars are shining,
brightly in the velvet sky,
I'll make a wish, send it to heaven,
Then make you want to cry,
the tears of joy for all the pleasure
and the certainty,
that we're surrounded by the comfort
and protection of the highest power,
in lonely hours, the tears devour you,
I wanna stand with you on a mountain,
I wanna bathe with you in the sea,
I wanna lay like this forever,
untill the sky falls down on me.
ow can't you see it, baby,
you don't have to close your eyes,
'cause it's standing right before you,
all that you need, will surely come,
I'll be your dream,
I'll be your wish,
I'll be your fantasy,
I'll be your hope,
I'll be your love,
be everything that you need,
I love you more with every breath,
truly madly deeply do.
I wanna stand with you on a mountain,
I wanna bathe with you in the sea,
I wanna lay like this forever,
untill the sky falls down on me.
I wanna stand with you on a mountain,
I wanna bathe with you in the sea,
I wanna lay like this forever,
untill the sky falls down on me.
I wanna stand with you on a mountain...
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