Chaos Girl

Slipknot-Fuck It All

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*04-02-1956 † 04-03-2000

*** Waarom al dat vechten ***
*** waarom al die pijn ***
*** Je wilde hier niet weg ***
*** je wilde bij ons zijn ***
*** De strijd was oneerlijk ***
*** en geheel niet terecht ***
*** Je wilde nog graag verder ***
*** maar verloor dit gevecht ***

Niemand die het weten kan
Hoeveel ik van je hou

Niemand die mij troosten kan
In mijn verdriet om jou

Niemand die begrijpen zal
Hoe vreselijk ik je mis

Niemand die beseffen zal
Hoe erg die pijn wel is

Pap ik mis je en denk elke dag aan je.
Ik hou ontzettend veel van je.
Je zit in mijn hartje voor ALTIJD !!!

Veur Altied Eine Echte Venlonaer

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-- Just Leave Me Alone, And Let Me Feel The Pain --

PAIN IS MY LIFE

Pain is my life,
It's like a friend to me,
Trought the pain I know I'm still alive.

My body is destroyed to feel it,
But I don't care,
The pain is still my best and only friend i've got,
I will do anything to feel it,
Even do suicide.

And if I die,
I know,
Pain is my life and I can't live without it..

People survive wars. People survive disasters.
People survive pain. People survive sadness.
People survive hurt. People survive people.
There's 1 thing that all people
can't survive!!!
DEATH!!!

KLEUR: nuances van blauw METAAL:koper ELEMENT:lucht


Het sterrenbeeld Weegschaal wordt beheerst door de planeet Venus.
Overgevoelig, zelfgenoegzaam, pretentieus, koel, verwaand en veeleisend, zijn de negatieve karaktertrekken van de Weegschaal.
De goede eigenschappen zijn dat weegschalen hartelijk, correct, innemend, liefhebbend, onweerstaanbaar en sociaal zijn.
De levensles van de Weegschaal is dat hij moet leren tolerant te zijn en zijn goede kwaliteiten niet uit te buiten ten koste van anderen.

NOT AN ADDICT

Breath it in and breath it out
and pass it on it's almost out
We're so creative and so much more
We're high above, but on the floor

The deeper you stick it in your vein
The deeper the thoughts there's no more pain
I'm in heaven, I'm a god
I'm everywhere, I feel so hot

It's not a habit, it's cool
I feel alive
If you don't have it your on
the other side
I'm not an addict (maybe that's a lie)

It's over now, I'm cold, alone
I'm just a person on my own
Nothing means a thing to me
Oh, nothing means a thing to me

Free me, leave me
Watch me as I'm going down
Free me, see me
Look at me I'm falling
And I'm falling.........

I'm not an addict, I'm not an addict, I'm not an addict.

FUCK THE SYSTEM

This is what I love..
And can’t stop loving.
Get wasted at parties,
from nine ’till seven in the morning

I live for the music..
Rolling blunts,
feeling high,
getting loaded,
or take some pills and go to LaLaLand.
Spending all my money on dope
and extreme highpriced tickets.
But in the end it’s all worth it!!

I like to live in my own world.
Fuck regular life, fuck a nine-to-five job.
I’m told to enjoy every moment,
Every hour, Every minute.
That’s what I do on fridays and saturdays.

Why should I take life so seriously??
I just wanna do, what I like to do!
Being far from reality,
‘Cause I can’t stand society.
This is my own world..
I just wanna hear the music.

I think the whole system fucking sucks..
Everybody is working their fucking ass off during the week.
Getting totally fucking stressed out.
So what’s wrong??!
And what’s right??!

What do you see when you look at me?
Do you see my smile?
Do you see the laughter?
Do you see all the happiness?
Or do you see past the front to what really lies beneath?
Do you see the walls I put up to keep them out?
Do you see all the tears that stained my face?
Do you see the fears that I try to hide?
Do you see the scars inside of me?
Those scars that wont let me free
Those scars that run deep inside
Those scars that mar my very soul
Those scars I try so hard to hide
So do you see the truth in me or just the truth I want you to see?

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She hides her face
when shes not alone
she wears a mask,
but its not her own

It's everyone else
she wants to be
Be just like them
supposedly free

Free from the troubles
the troubles of life
free from sin
and worries and strife

But when night time falls
and she climbs into bed
her mask falls apart
and her heart fills with dread

She screams and she cries
but no one can here
she wants them to know
know all her fear

Her fear of facing
a world with no mask
afraid they wont like her
afraid they wont ask

So she waits for the day
with hope in her heart
when she'll wear her own face
and make her new start

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WOUNDS

Wounds
Deep wounds
Blood
Running down my arms
Feel empty
All empty inside
The pain
It feels good
Don't know what to do
Afraid of myself
Why do I hurt myself?
Don't know a reason
But... I like the pain
And the blood...
I know no one can hurt me
At the moment that I hurt myself
Only I can hurt myself
That thougt...
It makes me feel powerfull
I have control
Control at myself...

I hate you
Because you understand me.
I hate you
Because you love me.
I hate you
Because you know how I am.
I hate you
Because I can't lie to you.
I hate you
Because you know that I'm
not telling the truth,
when I tell you that I'm fine

Fuckface,
Telling me all those lies.
Fuckface's,
Leaving me with wirtless goodbye's.
Fuckface's,
Trying to get inside my life.
Fuckface,
You made me pick up the fucking knife.
! FUCKFACE !

The Game Of Life Is Hard To Play, I'm Gonna Lose It Anyway

You think I am happy, just because I smile,
You think I am sad, just because I cry,
You think I am Angry, just because I am looking mad.
Maybe...
I'm just insane....!!