i wish you wouldnt just take everything for granted
you think i'll always keep loving you, no matter what
but if you go on like this, i wont anymore!
i would catch a fucking bullet for you, just because i love you
but i guess you dont appreciate it..
even if i really did, you wouldnt even care
you would say; oh, Amanda, yeah that girl saved my live .. and continue laughing with your new 'cool' friends
you dont even want me to see them!
all those years, we shared everything ..
and now, i feel like you're throwing away all those great years, and you dont even care..
you say you think its enough to see me like, once a month
okay, fine with me, but at least tell me stuff!
call me, talk to me on msn..
but you dont
when i ask you something about your life you dont even bother to tell me.
all you say is ; im not feeling for it, ill tell you another time
and that other time never comes..
and the worst part.. everytime i try to tell you this, you blaim it all on me. and i just keep loving you..
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be yourself, no matter what. dont go and change yourself, just because someone doesnt like you in the way you are you. i know its hard - been there done that -but it will only get you in big trouble.
dont think people will like you better when youre not playing it real.
they maybe like you for a while, but at one point theyll notice youre just faking everything.
or youll get unhappy and youre surely going to regret you had changed for that boy you liked, who already went off with another 'hot girl' after he had done you. really, just stay yourself. people dont like fakers. i certainly do not.
oh, and you know what? the worst thing ever is when youre trying to fake it & youre doing it wrong.
