You think I'm tough
But I just never let you see me cry.
I'm not a concept
Too many guys think I'm a concept
Or I complete them
Or I'm going to make them alive
But I'm just a fucked up girl
Looking for her own peace of mind.
I'm just waiting
For a better day.
She keeps on asking
Do you think it hurts to die?
It's hurting so much more to stay alive...
If you want the rainbow
You gotta put up with the rain.
I wonder what pretty has to say
I want to feel pretty every day
I wonder what it's like to be pretty....
You'll never know
How I see myself.
I wish I could gather all my tears
So I could fucking drown you in them.
How will you know I'm hurting
If you cannot see my pain
To wear it on my body
Tells what words cannot explain.
Oh sweet angel of mercy
With your grace like the morning
Wrap your loving arms around me.
It hurts so much
To love you the way I do
And then look at you
And realise how much you don't care.
Everyone mustlearn to be patient with loneliness
Happiness begins from within
If we can't tolerance being alone
It's more likely that we haven't found happiness yet.
Come away with me
Let's go throw away some time in my wasteland
We can run through the nothing
And stop and smell the nothing's
We can do nothing or just nothing at all
But I'll have a grand time wasting away from nothing
Because when I'mwith you there's a something
You are, my everything.
The scars remind me that the past is real.
I bet you're not fucking pretty on the inside...
Have you ever felt so alone
And nothing makes sense?
Well that is how I feel right now
I feel like I'm facing everything by myself
With nothing but tears and a fake smile.
I want to hate you
As much as I hate myself.
Not all scars show
Not all wounds heal
Sometimes you can't always see
The pain someone feels.
I'm going to smile like nothing's wrong
Talk like everything's perfect
Act like it's all a dream
And pretend it's not hurting me.
